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Lee Rachel.
Eunos ChungChengHighMain St.Andrew'sJuniorCollege
Emptied since 24OCTOBER1993 in a nice nice hospital.
My email is something you never would want to know and even if you did,
it is definately something you should have deleted instantly.
I love to read, to fill myself up with words. I love to listen, to fill myself up with music. Yet, i am still EMPTY.
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
The Girl
-the emptied hearted-
Lee Rachel.
Emptied since 24OCTOBER1993 in a nice nice hospital.
My email is something you never would want to know and even if you did,
it is definately something you should have deleted instantly.
I love to read, to fill myself up with words. I love to listen, to fill myself up with music. Yet, i am still EMPTY.
I've tried to write a letter. In ink
I've got a peice of paper. But it's Empty
I've got a peice of paper. But it's Empty
The Story
The Date: Sunday, January 31, 2010 ( 5:17:00 PM )
HAPPY ADVANCED 50th BIRTHDAY TO HDB!!! blah. tomorrow is the'r 50th anniversary. and and they had their birthday bash today at toa payoh. Hmm. Imagine a 50 year old LAO-PEH-PEH or LAO-AH-MAH having a birthday bash. haha. Honestly, i was rather boring. Games and stuffs are like so boring and not at all creative. Will try to upload pictures soon. either here or in facebook!!! haha. ohoh, i saw TAUFIK(is that how they spell it? sorry if the spelling is wrong. Spellcheck also cannot use to check this name!!) I mean he was performing. too bad I couldn't see HARDI(sorry for the spelling too) the next SingaporeIdol. He only perform in the afternoon. haha. sadded.
blahblah. so now, whatever. I'm going to watch BONES le. hope tomorrow will be fun. and to my sun-burned skin, STOP PEELING OFF!!! it kindda looks disgusting.
The Date: ( 4:33:00 PM )
Whoo Hoo~~ I found one of my student care friend on FACEBOOK(i never really thought that it could be so useful)!!! haha. YAY!!!
JAMIE, I KINDDA MISS YOU RIGHT NOW!!! THE ONE OF FEW THAT UNDERSTANDS ME!!! GOT SO MANY THINGS I FEEL LIKE SAYING! ARH! WHY DOESN'T SINGAPORE OFFER VET COURSES!!!haha. never thought that I would say such things. haha. so used to telling you about some personal stuffs that now, there is hardly anyone that i can tell these things to!! HAHA.
I don't know if you will ever read this. STOP! I am still mad at you. See, every time when i enter SA, it reminds me of what you did. though, yup, it might be partially my fault. So, at least I replied you. Don't know. You asked about my subject combination. 'Don't know.' was my reply. It may be indifferent. BUT, IN CASE YOU DIDN'T REALISE, I REPLIED when i didn't want to. SO, I, MIGHT ALSO BE TRYING TO GET OUR FRIENDSHIP BACK. or well, maybe i wasn't. However, I seriously still don't know my combination yet! PLUS, i'm really really feeling frustrated (a little) that I can't take 4H2. haix. though i don't know if taking 3H2 would be better. What if I can't get into the course that I want?! JAMIE JAMIE JAMIE JAMIE JAMIE, how!? Do you know, how I feel??? Let me betray you once, then tell me about it. Some times, i feel that my life is ruin, that my dreams are destroyed.
Do I look like I'm complaining like a bitch? or even behaving like one? Maybe i'm thinking too much. hehe. Tomorrow's AMAZING RACE!!! Orientation is still going on. haha. Will try to take photos. lots and lots to show you my new friends, Jamie. SHOW ME YOURS TOO HOR!!! haha. I kind of hope that school will start soon. I promise I'll study harder. haix. Don't make yourself look like the victim and I'll not make myself look like one too. haha.
The Date:Friday, January 29, 2010 ( 8:18:00 PM )
hello JAMIE!!! haha. just want to do this for fun. How's the orientation over there? Here in my school, we were grouped together according to like birth dates!!! haha. cool huh! 2 days of orientation le. HOT!! still sun-burned.
Today, we complete our mass dance, SHAKE IT. it seems like many other school has mass dance too. then we played with water bombs!! haha. WET. Something never exprienced in CCHMS! blah blah blah. my group or rather kingdom consisting of __ Orientation Groups is called NEZARO! haha. Nice hor. Oh, and we learnt the school song, the Saint Hymn( ?) and a few other songs. Some sounded like music like like you are by a hut playing guitar, in the middle of a big and beautiful field that has many many flowers and butterflies! haha. Overall, orientation has been fun, exciting, tiring, wet, stinky, soap-ish... Before I forgot, we had water-bomb war today!! then to differentiate ourself, we had blue paints on our face... it reminded me of AVATAR!!! haha. NICE! we are BLUE PEOPLE but we ain't BIG!! X]
I'm confused. It was never really my choice. GREAT, now i'm stuck in this. Sometimes, i think its okay... then I would think it isn't. ARGH!!! feels as if my life is ruin. Why do you care? sometimes its really unbearable!!
TARGET OF THIS YEAR AND THE NEXT:
1) to never swear in any occasion
2) to study REALLY HARD. (for myself!!)
3) to update blog at least once a week
4) make new friends(though i still miss my old ones!! haha.)
5) grow taller
6) have a better temper!
if I MAKE IT, HAHAHAHAHA, I'd be so proud of myself!! haha.
The Date:Wednesday, January 27, 2010 ( 12:33:00 PM )
Whee~~ This was what happened yesterday to a group of crazy people that loves to torture themselves!! They went cycling at ECP. but first they had breakfast at PP Macs, where most of the people in the photos were late except for Lynette and Rachel!!! haha.
in the most right pic, they stopped to talk about plans of going to SEOULGARDEN. No doubt they'll soon be on the blacklist of SEOULGARDEN!!
Lynette getting crazy. Keep taking picture of herself
They went all the way to Changi, well, almost there lar. Hate going uphill!!! so tiring!! and and on the way back, they say a huge chicken that poo poo-ed on the floor. stinks~~ After returning their bikes, they then went to macs AGAIN for lunch after much discussion... haha. X]
The Date:Monday, January 25, 2010 ( 8:45:00 PM )
BYE BYE!!! GOOD LUCK!! ENJOY!! (while you leave us all behind...) waahhh~~
JAMIE, ALL THE BEST TO YOU AND THAT BEAR!! (don't cry!!)
okay, so woke up EARLY... maybe SUPER EARLY to send JAMIE off... send her off... haha. so for the first time, I am posting some pictures of the time when we sent Jamie off... early in the morning.. nope, i'm not complaining... X] haha...
then still have 14January2010: the FAREWELL dinner...
haha. thats all... byebye. JAMIE. feels weird not being able to sms you anymore... haha. I'll miss you. haha. hehe. hoho. Remember ORANGE&MAGNESIUM, RACHEL&JAMIE, theAPPLEkeychains, ourPHONES, JUSTICE&EMPATHY and all the COLA that you have yet to give me.... haha. Miss all the JINX!! Maybe now on MSN can have JINX too.... haha.
HAPPY ADVANCED 50th BIRTHDAY TO HDB!!! blah. tomorrow is the'r 50th anniversary. and and they had their birthday bash today at toa payoh. Hmm. Imagine a 50 year old LAO-PEH-PEH or LAO-AH-MAH having a birthday bash. haha. Honestly, i was rather boring. Games and stuffs are like so boring and not at all creative. Will try to upload pictures soon. either here or in facebook!!! haha. ohoh, i saw TAUFIK(is that how they spell it? sorry if the spelling is wrong. Spellcheck also cannot use to check this name!!) I mean he was performing. too bad I couldn't see HARDI(sorry for the spelling too) the next SingaporeIdol. He only perform in the afternoon. haha. sadded.
blahblah. so now, whatever. I'm going to watch BONES le. hope tomorrow will be fun. and to my sun-burned skin, STOP PEELING OFF!!! it kindda looks disgusting.
The Date:
Whoo Hoo~~ I found one of my student care friend on FACEBOOK(i never really thought that it could be so useful)!!! haha. YAY!!!
JAMIE, I KINDDA MISS YOU RIGHT NOW!!! THE ONE OF FEW THAT UNDERSTANDS ME!!! GOT SO MANY THINGS I FEEL LIKE SAYING! ARH! WHY DOESN'T SINGAPORE OFFER VET COURSES!!!haha. never thought that I would say such things. haha. so used to telling you about some personal stuffs that now, there is hardly anyone that i can tell these things to!! HAHA.
I don't know if you will ever read this. STOP! I am still mad at you. See, every time when i enter SA, it reminds me of what you did. though, yup, it might be partially my fault. So, at least I replied you. Don't know. You asked about my subject combination. 'Don't know.' was my reply. It may be indifferent. BUT, IN CASE YOU DIDN'T REALISE, I REPLIED when i didn't want to. SO, I, MIGHT ALSO BE TRYING TO GET OUR FRIENDSHIP BACK. or well, maybe i wasn't. However, I seriously still don't know my combination yet! PLUS, i'm really really feeling frustrated (a little) that I can't take 4H2. haix. though i don't know if taking 3H2 would be better. What if I can't get into the course that I want?! JAMIE JAMIE JAMIE JAMIE JAMIE, how!? Do you know, how I feel??? Let me betray you once, then tell me about it. Some times, i feel that my life is ruin, that my dreams are destroyed.
Do I look like I'm complaining like a bitch? or even behaving like one? Maybe i'm thinking too much. hehe. Tomorrow's AMAZING RACE!!! Orientation is still going on. haha. Will try to take photos. lots and lots to show you my new friends, Jamie. SHOW ME YOURS TOO HOR!!! haha. I kind of hope that school will start soon. I promise I'll study harder. haix. Don't make yourself look like the victim and I'll not make myself look like one too. haha.
The Date:
hello JAMIE!!! haha. just want to do this for fun. How's the orientation over there? Here in my school, we were grouped together according to like birth dates!!! haha. cool huh! 2 days of orientation le. HOT!! still sun-burned.
Today, we complete our mass dance, SHAKE IT. it seems like many other school has mass dance too. then we played with water bombs!! haha. WET. Something never exprienced in CCHMS! blah blah blah. my group or rather kingdom consisting of __ Orientation Groups is called NEZARO! haha. Nice hor. Oh, and we learnt the school song, the Saint Hymn( ?) and a few other songs. Some sounded like music like like you are by a hut playing guitar, in the middle of a big and beautiful field that has many many flowers and butterflies! haha. Overall, orientation has been fun, exciting, tiring, wet, stinky, soap-ish... Before I forgot, we had water-bomb war today!! then to differentiate ourself, we had blue paints on our face... it reminded me of AVATAR!!! haha. NICE! we are BLUE PEOPLE but we ain't BIG!! X]
I'm confused. It was never really my choice. GREAT, now i'm stuck in this. Sometimes, i think its okay... then I would think it isn't. ARGH!!! feels as if my life is ruin. Why do you care? sometimes its really unbearable!!
TARGET OF THIS YEAR AND THE NEXT:
1) to never swear in any occasion
2) to study REALLY HARD. (for myself!!)
3) to update blog at least once a week
4) make new friends(though i still miss my old ones!! haha.)
5) grow taller
6) have a better temper!
if I MAKE IT, HAHAHAHAHA, I'd be so proud of myself!! haha.
The Date:
Whee~~ This was what happened yesterday to a group of crazy people that loves to torture themselves!! They went cycling at ECP. but first they had breakfast at PP Macs, where most of the people in the photos were late except for Lynette and Rachel!!! haha.
in the most right pic, they stopped to talk about plans of going to SEOULGARDEN. No doubt they'll soon be on the blacklist of SEOULGARDEN!!
Lynette getting crazy. Keep taking picture of herself
Alicia (above, most left) fell. She banged onto a lamp post. I'll not laugh~ XD
They went all the way to Changi, well, almost there lar. Hate going uphill!!! so tiring!! and and on the way back, they say a huge chicken that poo poo-ed on the floor. stinks~~ After returning their bikes, they then went to macs AGAIN for lunch after much discussion... haha. X]
YUMMY!! eating all the food!! then, they went to the beach to play with the sand and water. Rachel the crazy girl was like screming everytime the water touches her... Lynette and Shuhadah then follow suit. They were like a bunch of crazy people!! haha.
At the end of the day, Lynette looked like she got drunk... on the bus back home, she started talking rubbish. Rachel, Roi and Lynette were so tired... Roi almost missed his bus stop!! blahblah. Also, at the same time, the pain from the sun-burn started!! They were all turning red... haha. PAIN~~~>.<
Rachel's starting school tomorrow. Excited!! She hopes that it will not be as bad as she imagine. WHAT WAS SHE THINKING ABOUT WHEN SHE CHOOSE THE SCHOOLS!!! CAN'T HELP BUT TO SAY, "YOU ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO STUPID!"
sunburned~~ i think i smell something chao-dah....
The Date:
BYE BYE!!! GOOD LUCK!! ENJOY!! (while you leave us all behind...) waahhh~~
JAMIE, ALL THE BEST TO YOU AND THAT BEAR!! (don't cry!!)
okay, so woke up EARLY... maybe SUPER EARLY to send JAMIE off... send her off... haha. so for the first time, I am posting some pictures of the time when we sent Jamie off... early in the morning.. nope, i'm not complaining... X] haha...
then still have 14January2010: the FAREWELL dinner...
haha. thats all... byebye. JAMIE. feels weird not being able to sms you anymore... haha. I'll miss you. haha. hehe. hoho. Remember ORANGE&MAGNESIUM, RACHEL&JAMIE, theAPPLEkeychains, ourPHONES, JUSTICE&EMPATHY and all the COLA that you have yet to give me.... haha. Miss all the JINX!! Maybe now on MSN can have JINX too.... haha.
oh. and you are 1day,1month,16years old today!!! haha. while I'm 1day,3months,16years old today!! haha. 24 is a nice number!!!
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Life is short, break the rules, forgive sooner, love with true love, laugh without control and always keep smiling. Maybe life is not the party that we were expecting, but in the mean time, we're here and we can still dance. We, should always live like there is no tomorrow.
I'll think about how happy and contented I'd be if I lost everything and then have it back.
CONCLUSION: a place where you simply got tired of thinking
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
Year 2010: the feelings and quotes
to all the unknowns ahead
Life is short, break the rules, forgive sooner, love with true love, laugh without control and always keep smiling. Maybe life is not the party that we were expecting, but in the mean time, we're here and we can still dance. We, should always live like there is no tomorrow.
I'll think about how happy and contented I'd be if I lost everything and then have it back.
CONCLUSION: a place where you simply got tired of thinking