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Tried to take a picture Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
Lee Rachel.
Eunos ChungChengHighMain St.Andrew'sJuniorCollege
Emptied since 24OCTOBER1993 in a nice nice hospital.
My email is something you never would want to know and even if you did,
it is definately something you should have deleted instantly.
I love to read, to fill myself up with words. I love to listen, to fill myself up with music. Yet, i am still EMPTY.
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
The Girl
-the emptied hearted-
Lee Rachel.
Emptied since 24OCTOBER1993 in a nice nice hospital.
My email is something you never would want to know and even if you did,
it is definately something you should have deleted instantly.
I love to read, to fill myself up with words. I love to listen, to fill myself up with music. Yet, i am still EMPTY.
I've tried to write a letter. In ink
I've got a peice of paper. But it's Empty
I've got a peice of paper. But it's Empty
The Story
The Date: Monday, December 14, 2009 ( 9:22:00 PM )
Tuesday. 08december2009.
the many days after O level, the first time we went out together...
we ate at SeoulGarden. Proud to say that we were the first to be there... haha. i think it was like 1030? or some where along that timing!!! haha. Eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat... Beef, chicken, NO PORK, fish balls, fish, sotong balls, prawns (which have the same shell as cockroaches), many many many ice, drinks, ice-creams, nesCafe.. and smoke. These eventually led to 5 crazy hungry people becoming 5 bloated and stinky people... SMELLY~~ I think we could be detected from miles away. Having said bye bye to Shuhadah, the rest of us went to watch 2012 again. IT IS REALLY NICE NICE NICE NICE!!! haha. Though i was wondering if anyone who commit suicide if they were sure that the end of the world is near... or after watching the show... Um, considering moving to the cape of good hope.. haha. Is it? Honestly, is the world is really ending in 2012, why am I still studying? haha.
Wednesday. 09december2009.
2nd day of the many days after O level, the first time going out with JiaHui and another irresponsible primary school friend whom name I will not share... haha. I'm so kind.
Have you ever ask someone where they are and they reply you with I'm reaching? haha. Like that answer the question...
"Where are you?".... "I'm reaching soon" or "I'm on the mrt". HELLO, for your information, that doesn't answer my question... there were several things that pissed me off that day because of that friend...
FIRST, didn't really want him to go anyway... you are not that important... Okay, so you want to come along, fine. The movie is at 1335.. you want to reach the place at 1300? Meet at 1200? haha. Funny. Luckily, we didn't wait and meet you... cause the message of the day came... "... I have something important to settle, will meet you all at the cinema at 1320..." So, we were expected to buy the ticket for you... whatever. MADDENING!!!
So whatever, went to buy and shopped around with JiaHui.. Fun!! 1321. No sight of him. This is just like throwing an oxygen tank into the flames... I thought I could see smoke coming out of me. I hate people who are late.. HATE AND DETEST... however, we waited. 1335. Still, no sight of the friend... so i smsed him.
Me: Where are you?
XX: On the train. Don't worry, will not miss any part of the show...
Me:(feeling so angry that I have to wait for him..) Yah right. Where are you?
XX: reaching soon, you all wait for me at the cinema
Me: We are already there... where are you? I want location...
so... I AM SO NEVER GOING TO WATCH ANOTHER FREAKING MOVIE WITH YOU!!! NEVER EVER!!! What the!! So irresponsible. You know, we really didn't even want you to tag along. Can't you sense it? So only you have important stuff is it... I really hoped that you wouldn't come...
Haha. it wasn't the first time anyway. HATE YOU! haha. However, the friend left after the movie (yes!!) and Jia Hui and I had a good time.. walking around, shopping for her black shoes...
04december2009 - 13december2009
Rotting at home... Taking care of my empty house... whee~~
Today, nothing special happened. Though I heard BedokNorth Band playing something... it sounded like MerryWidow for a while... I wonder what they are doing. It made me miss band. Missed Band. All the past incidents, practices, performances... I wonder if they really meant anything to me, to the others. Bad memories stay in mind clearer than the happy ones. Could I have been happier if I had not join band? Would I? Seriously, i wondered what these experiences and memories would mean to me. What do they even mean now? I don't know. Sometimes, it just feel like you have done a lot, or maybe you have done nothing... Who is there to judge anyone? What have anyone to judge someone? How can you determine how much one have contributed? Is it always worth the hardwork and effort? Somehow, these are what I could think of...
And Jamie, I need my popular card back... :] haha. As soon as possible.
Tuesday. 08december2009.
the many days after O level, the first time we went out together...
we ate at SeoulGarden. Proud to say that we were the first to be there... haha. i think it was like 1030? or some where along that timing!!! haha. Eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat... Beef, chicken, NO PORK, fish balls, fish, sotong balls, prawns (which have the same shell as cockroaches), many many many ice, drinks, ice-creams, nesCafe.. and smoke. These eventually led to 5 crazy hungry people becoming 5 bloated and stinky people... SMELLY~~ I think we could be detected from miles away. Having said bye bye to Shuhadah, the rest of us went to watch 2012 again. IT IS REALLY NICE NICE NICE NICE!!! haha. Though i was wondering if anyone who commit suicide if they were sure that the end of the world is near... or after watching the show... Um, considering moving to the cape of good hope.. haha. Is it? Honestly, is the world is really ending in 2012, why am I still studying? haha.
Wednesday. 09december2009.
2nd day of the many days after O level, the first time going out with JiaHui and another irresponsible primary school friend whom name I will not share... haha. I'm so kind.
Have you ever ask someone where they are and they reply you with I'm reaching? haha. Like that answer the question...
"Where are you?".... "I'm reaching soon" or "I'm on the mrt". HELLO, for your information, that doesn't answer my question... there were several things that pissed me off that day because of that friend...
FIRST, didn't really want him to go anyway... you are not that important... Okay, so you want to come along, fine. The movie is at 1335.. you want to reach the place at 1300? Meet at 1200? haha. Funny. Luckily, we didn't wait and meet you... cause the message of the day came... "... I have something important to settle, will meet you all at the cinema at 1320..." So, we were expected to buy the ticket for you... whatever. MADDENING!!!
So whatever, went to buy and shopped around with JiaHui.. Fun!! 1321. No sight of him. This is just like throwing an oxygen tank into the flames... I thought I could see smoke coming out of me. I hate people who are late.. HATE AND DETEST... however, we waited. 1335. Still, no sight of the friend... so i smsed him.
Me: Where are you?
XX: On the train. Don't worry, will not miss any part of the show...
Me:(feeling so angry that I have to wait for him..) Yah right. Where are you?
XX: reaching soon, you all wait for me at the cinema
Me: We are already there... where are you? I want location...
so... I AM SO NEVER GOING TO WATCH ANOTHER FREAKING MOVIE WITH YOU!!! NEVER EVER!!! What the!! So irresponsible. You know, we really didn't even want you to tag along. Can't you sense it? So only you have important stuff is it... I really hoped that you wouldn't come...
Haha. it wasn't the first time anyway. HATE YOU! haha. However, the friend left after the movie (yes!!) and Jia Hui and I had a good time.. walking around, shopping for her black shoes...
04december2009 - 13december2009
Rotting at home... Taking care of my empty house... whee~~
Today, nothing special happened. Though I heard BedokNorth Band playing something... it sounded like MerryWidow for a while... I wonder what they are doing. It made me miss band. Missed Band. All the past incidents, practices, performances... I wonder if they really meant anything to me, to the others. Bad memories stay in mind clearer than the happy ones. Could I have been happier if I had not join band? Would I? Seriously, i wondered what these experiences and memories would mean to me. What do they even mean now? I don't know. Sometimes, it just feel like you have done a lot, or maybe you have done nothing... Who is there to judge anyone? What have anyone to judge someone? How can you determine how much one have contributed? Is it always worth the hardwork and effort? Somehow, these are what I could think of...
And Jamie, I need my popular card back... :] haha. As soon as possible.
They should have filled in.
The memories when you told me. But it's Empty
The memories when you told me. But it's Empty
tagboard
i think they call it freedom of speech
Maybe we tried
Tried too hard and now, we're torn apart
Empathy0809
Crazy Jamie
JiaHui
XinYi
ShiJie
March 2009
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September 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
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designer DancingSheep
Tried too hard and now, we're torn apart
The Fillings
shouldn't they be in me?
Empathy0809
Crazy Jamie
JiaHui
XinYi
ShiJie
the EMPTIED jars
what i tried to fill
March 2009
April 2009
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November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
October 2010
credits
designer DancingSheep
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
Life is short, break the rules, forgive sooner, love with true love, laugh without control and always keep smiling. Maybe life is not the party that we were expecting, but in the mean time, we're here and we can still dance. We, should always live like there is no tomorrow.
I'll think about how happy and contented I'd be if I lost everything and then have it back.
CONCLUSION: a place where you simply got tired of thinking
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
Year 2010: the feelings and quotes
to all the unknowns ahead
Life is short, break the rules, forgive sooner, love with true love, laugh without control and always keep smiling. Maybe life is not the party that we were expecting, but in the mean time, we're here and we can still dance. We, should always live like there is no tomorrow.
I'll think about how happy and contented I'd be if I lost everything and then have it back.
CONCLUSION: a place where you simply got tired of thinking