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I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
Lee Rachel.
Eunos ChungChengHighMain St.Andrew'sJuniorCollege
Emptied since 24OCTOBER1993 in a nice nice hospital.
My email is something you never would want to know and even if you did,
it is definately something you should have deleted instantly.
I love to read, to fill myself up with words. I love to listen, to fill myself up with music. Yet, i am still EMPTY.
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
The Girl
-the emptied hearted-
Lee Rachel.
Emptied since 24OCTOBER1993 in a nice nice hospital.
My email is something you never would want to know and even if you did,
it is definately something you should have deleted instantly.
I love to read, to fill myself up with words. I love to listen, to fill myself up with music. Yet, i am still EMPTY.
I've tried to write a letter. In ink
I've got a peice of paper. But it's Empty
I've got a peice of paper. But it's Empty
The Story
The Date: Monday, November 30, 2009 ( 2:14:00 PM )
Oh, and I realise that Justice's blog requires updating!!! but but i don't remember the username and the password for our blog!! Hmm... Maybe we should really start to update it! I miss my classmates! Not the school but the people!!! WAH!!! I miss band, miss my table, my chair, the window, the whiteboard, our always not-so-clean classroom!!! haha!!! Hoildays really does seem a bit empty without homeworks...
The Date: ( 1:56:00 PM )
haha. Lets see, it had only been, what? Almost 3 weeks after O levels? My god, it really felt like months. Never thought that holidays could be so boring... ...
Staying at home almost every day... What could i do? It seem to fly past so fast yet so slow. I am getting sick of playing Neopets... Any other entertainment? Haha. Origami? Starting to lose interest in it too. Thanks to the lousy quality papers that i bought... so soft and flaccid the origami can't even stand!! haha.
Whats worse is that there are no nice television programme to watch... Rotting at home!!! RIP! Rotting in Progress... I seriously think my brain is degrading... Maybe the next time when someone ask me what is 1+1, i might say 3!! haha... Help!
The Date:Tuesday, November 24, 2009 ( 10:14:00 AM )
One week and few days after Os only. It came so fast and went so fast. Yet now, time is passing so slowly. Haix. Rotting at home. Thinking about what to give my friends when the result is released. TODAY IS PROM NIGHT!! (not that i am going... just excited for those who are)
Been doing nothing for the past few days... nothing nothing nothing. When are we going out!! Zzzz... What can i do?
Planning to learn origami. Learn to make origami animals for something that i will not say. haha. Oh, recently there have been like white precipitate growing on my orange walls. Its spreading and cannot be removed when wiped. I wonder what is it. The really weird thing is that it only appear on the wall where my bed is!! Irritating! and Digusting. so my brother and i decided to shift our beds!!! haha. Away from the white stufffs!
I want to watch NewMoon and HuaMuLan and Planet51 and this and that and everything. haha. but, no money no money. haha. Should i get a job? Maybe i should but who will hire me. haha. Like that cannot go out le. BORED. BORING. Now, it seems like having holiday homework isn't such a bad thing after all...
The Date:Saturday, November 21, 2009 ( 5:34:00 PM )
Ah. Weird feelings today. Farewell in the morning and wedding in the afternoon. Can't stop thinking.
Everything seemed to happen to fast. Mr Wong is leaving. Though during several parts of band life, I'd pray hard that he will be gone. Gone forever, out of band, out of my life. Now, he's really leaving. Yet, there is not a single cell in my body that felt happy. SHOCKED. We know he cares. We know. We might not say it, not show it but I know that we all know that he cares. We see and feel your efforts though we often complain along. I'm sorry. Thank you, Mr Wong. That is what left for me to say. Ah~ so sad. Feel like someone important in my life is gone. Its weird. Why?
Then the wedding that i HAD no wanted to go. But amazingly, when I see the happy couple, its weird. I did not regret going at all. I had a good and happy time there. Yet, still the sad feeling of Mr Wong leaving still saddens me.
What will happen to the band now? CHUNG CHENG TEACHERS, CHUNG CHENG HIGH SCHOOL COMMITTEE, is letting Mr Wong go really the best decision? its like starting from scratch. What good will it do? You think we are not achieving? What!? Short band practices, less practices per week and you WANT good results. haha. you get the best conductor in the world or universe, that WOULD ALSO BE IMPOSSIBLE!!!
Anger. Why?
Never thought that this day would really come. Never thought Mr Wong will leave. Did I take you for granted? All the scoldings/advices/jokes/meetings, I'll miss them. Arh.
Why?
Oh, and I realise that Justice's blog requires updating!!! but but i don't remember the username and the password for our blog!! Hmm... Maybe we should really start to update it! I miss my classmates! Not the school but the people!!! WAH!!! I miss band, miss my table, my chair, the window, the whiteboard, our always not-so-clean classroom!!! haha!!! Hoildays really does seem a bit empty without homeworks...
The Date:
haha. Lets see, it had only been, what? Almost 3 weeks after O levels? My god, it really felt like months. Never thought that holidays could be so boring... ...
Staying at home almost every day... What could i do? It seem to fly past so fast yet so slow. I am getting sick of playing Neopets... Any other entertainment? Haha. Origami? Starting to lose interest in it too. Thanks to the lousy quality papers that i bought... so soft and flaccid the origami can't even stand!! haha.
Whats worse is that there are no nice television programme to watch... Rotting at home!!! RIP! Rotting in Progress... I seriously think my brain is degrading... Maybe the next time when someone ask me what is 1+1, i might say 3!! haha... Help!
The Date:
One week and few days after Os only. It came so fast and went so fast. Yet now, time is passing so slowly. Haix. Rotting at home. Thinking about what to give my friends when the result is released. TODAY IS PROM NIGHT!! (not that i am going... just excited for those who are)
Been doing nothing for the past few days... nothing nothing nothing. When are we going out!! Zzzz... What can i do?
Planning to learn origami. Learn to make origami animals for something that i will not say. haha. Oh, recently there have been like white precipitate growing on my orange walls. Its spreading and cannot be removed when wiped. I wonder what is it. The really weird thing is that it only appear on the wall where my bed is!! Irritating! and Digusting. so my brother and i decided to shift our beds!!! haha. Away from the white stufffs!
I want to watch NewMoon and HuaMuLan and Planet51 and this and that and everything. haha. but, no money no money. haha. Should i get a job? Maybe i should but who will hire me. haha. Like that cannot go out le. BORED. BORING. Now, it seems like having holiday homework isn't such a bad thing after all...
The Date:
Ah. Weird feelings today. Farewell in the morning and wedding in the afternoon. Can't stop thinking.
Everything seemed to happen to fast. Mr Wong is leaving. Though during several parts of band life, I'd pray hard that he will be gone. Gone forever, out of band, out of my life. Now, he's really leaving. Yet, there is not a single cell in my body that felt happy. SHOCKED. We know he cares. We know. We might not say it, not show it but I know that we all know that he cares. We see and feel your efforts though we often complain along. I'm sorry. Thank you, Mr Wong. That is what left for me to say. Ah~ so sad. Feel like someone important in my life is gone. Its weird. Why?
Then the wedding that i HAD no wanted to go. But amazingly, when I see the happy couple, its weird. I did not regret going at all. I had a good and happy time there. Yet, still the sad feeling of Mr Wong leaving still saddens me.
What will happen to the band now? CHUNG CHENG TEACHERS, CHUNG CHENG HIGH SCHOOL COMMITTEE, is letting Mr Wong go really the best decision? its like starting from scratch. What good will it do? You think we are not achieving? What!? Short band practices, less practices per week and you WANT good results. haha. you get the best conductor in the world or universe, that WOULD ALSO BE IMPOSSIBLE!!!
Anger. Why?
Never thought that this day would really come. Never thought Mr Wong will leave. Did I take you for granted? All the scoldings/advices/jokes/meetings, I'll miss them. Arh.
Why?
They should have filled in.
The memories when you told me. But it's Empty
The memories when you told me. But it's Empty
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Maybe we tried
Tried too hard and now, we're torn apart
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Tried too hard and now, we're torn apart
The Fillings
shouldn't they be in me?
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JiaHui
XinYi
ShiJie
the EMPTIED jars
what i tried to fill
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Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
Life is short, break the rules, forgive sooner, love with true love, laugh without control and always keep smiling. Maybe life is not the party that we were expecting, but in the mean time, we're here and we can still dance. We, should always live like there is no tomorrow.
I'll think about how happy and contented I'd be if I lost everything and then have it back.
CONCLUSION: a place where you simply got tired of thinking
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
Year 2010: the feelings and quotes
to all the unknowns ahead
Life is short, break the rules, forgive sooner, love with true love, laugh without control and always keep smiling. Maybe life is not the party that we were expecting, but in the mean time, we're here and we can still dance. We, should always live like there is no tomorrow.
I'll think about how happy and contented I'd be if I lost everything and then have it back.
CONCLUSION: a place where you simply got tired of thinking