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The Story

The Date: Friday, April 10, 2009 ( 11:21:00 AM )

"This is just a festival. Kudos to all the bands who hit their targets(in terms of awards) but the real winner of this festival are those who benefitted the from the process and the aftermath. Even though several bands have problems eg. bandsmen not sensitive to the intonation problem and so on and so for, it is a learning point for the bandsman, or bandsmen, and our vibrant singapore band scene would benefit. It is also not just constricted to music production, morals like attitude, humility, determination (and so much that i cant list them all) would be learnt before, during and after the competition. We should not treat this SYF like the EPL title, instead, we should treat this small little bit of competition as a good learning point in our life."

i took this from the band fusion website thought it was really meaningful. SYF is over le. and i guess it kind of marks the end of band life in Chung Cheng. End of all these conflicts. Yet, i think i am going to miss all of you. THANK YOU, all CCHMSCB membvers that makes these SYF such a memorable one, really.

You know, sometimes, i get really angry. i mean, it like i don't know. everyone thinks that others are selfish. i mean like why? you give others an option and when others reject, don be angry. DONT. And are you always right? When you judge other people to say that they are bad or not good or whatever, is it just because they oppose you? or that they don't listen to you? DO WE EVER CARE ABOUT OTHERS OR ARE WE CONSTANTLY THINKING ABOUT OUR SELF ONLY?? i realised, we often get offended or angry when one does things that are the opposite of what we asked them to. yet, we others are angry at us for doing the opposite of what they ask or when we break our own rules, DO WE GET ANGRY WITH OURSELVES? us, as humans, rarely tries to put ourselves into other shoes. We, often judge people as who we want them to be, never bothered about what they really wanted. Who are we to do so?

i really am lost. yet, who is able to help me? am i wrong? where and when? does anyone understands how i feel? how i feel to not be able to completely fit in anywhere even if i try my best? to always hear different things from different views? i guess i am just sensitive. yet, i dont think you guys will ever understand. and don bother. really. this is tiring.